Sa Wakas The Musical : One Final Cry

Wednesday, May 2, 2018


Before reading this, you must read this http://kamoterulestheuniverse.blogspot.com/2018/04/sa-susunod-na-buhay-nalang.html prequel to stupidity "Sa Susunod Na Buhay Nalang"


I Cried. period.


Five years later, the wildly successful indie musical that brilliantly uses the songs of Ebe Dancel and Sugarfree continues to draw crowds in its third and farewell run at the Power Mac Center Spotlight at Circuit Makati. “Sa Wakas” has undeniably made a strong emotional connection with audiences that it has confidently set a lengthy run of nearly two months (it closes on May 27) with performances six days a week.

When you find yourself wandering aimlessly through memories and missed chances. Those decisions you were afraid to make so life just passed you by. All it takes is watch "Sa Wakas" that is written with that same amount of intuition and it snaps you back into reality. Life sucks but the joy that comes after picking yourself back up, that connection is what drives us all. You keep going even if your broken and bleeding.  Even if there is no hope. Looking back only slows you down.

Sa Wakas is a must watch.

Sa Susunod na Buhay nalang.

Monday, April 23, 2018




Dear Faith,

Lahat ng sinabi ko sa iyo totoo, lahat ng nararamdaman ko. Hindi na ako magtatago sa bulaklak ng tula, wala ng palabok. Hindi ko na kayang itigil pa ang ang mundo ko, ikaw ang mundo ko, hindi ko na kayang pansamantalang patigilin ang buhay ng lahat ng umaasa sa akin para sa sandaling hinihiling ko sa iyo. You are a priority... ako? Kahit option nga lang hindi pa ako pumapasa. Saglit lang naman, marinig mo lang in person, ang rason, ang katotohanan. Bakit ako naghahabol ng oras, bakit hindi ako nagsasalita. Kampante ako, magulo, hindi alam kung ano ang susunod na gagawin. Nagkataon, nagkatagbo, pero hindi tinadhana. Hindi ko na alam papano, kung alam mo lang Faith. Sa mundo kong malupit. Kung alam ko lang kung papano. Sabihin ko sana ang 'di ko kayang sabihin. Aaminin na sana ang 'di ko kayang aminin. Tapusin na natin ang hindi natin kailangan dalhin. Isang saglit lang, isang saglit. Kausapin mo ako.

Sa salita mo nga "tutal"

Kung tutal, sa susunod na buhay nalang.

Sa susunod na buhay nalang.

Can't Count

Monday, April 16, 2018


How do I love thee? Let me count
Beyond a hundred maybe, grows each day
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
I love the way you look at things
I love thy color of the hair
Your eyes as they melt me
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
The way you tell me your sleepy
The way thy tell me you just woke
For the ends of being and ideal grace.

I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love the way you don’t, but you do
The way you say you cant, but you can
I love the way you like the way i like you
I love thee freely, as men strive for right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints. I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

Tula ng Nagmamahal: Tutuldok

Mahal kita....
Dati gusto na kita....
Di mapagkakaila....
Naghintay ako....
Patingin tingin...
Pasulyap sulyap....
Sumisikip dibdib sa bawat silip...

Hanggang naglakas ng loob magpakilala at sabihin sa iyo na gusto kita....
Naging masaya ako....
Sayang hindi mapapantayan ng ibang tao...
Sayang walang katumbas na pera....
Sayang nagbigay kulay sa malamlam na mundo ko....
Sayang binalot ng liwanag ang puso at buhay ko....
Masaya nga ako....

Sa sobrang saya kinalimutan ko ang matulog....
Para sa oras na minimithing laging makasama ka....
Kinalimutan ko mag ipon at kung paano harapin ang bukas...
Dahil ang alam ko sa ngayon ay masaya ako...
Kinalimutan ko ang ibang tao na nakapaligid....
Kinalimutan ko ang lahat maging sarili ko....
Dahil umikot ang mundo ko sa mundo mo kung saan ako naging masaya....

Nagmamahal na nga ako ng sobra....
Minsang nasaktan, sa huli pinairal pa din ang pagmamahal...
Tinalikuran ang isang bangungot na nagbibigay pighati sa puso....
Nagpakamanhid sa hapdi at kirot para ipagpatuloy ang saya ng nagmamahal...

Para sa iba katangahan o kabaliwan...
Para sa akin...mundo at pangarap ko....
Naranasan mo na bang maging masaya?
Pano pag yung saya na yun mawala sa iyo?
May saysay at kulay pa ba yung mundong ginagalawan mo....

Pansinin mo naman ako...
Linguine mo naman ako...
Pwede bang ako naman lutaan mo ng Shanghai...
Ang lutaan mo ng manok...
Ang titigan mo ng malagkit...

Kasi ikaw lang nasa isip ko...

The Wolf and The Blue Moon

Monday, April 2, 2018



On once another lent with a blue Moon
A howl of a lone wolf echoes across the silence

Mesmerised by the sheer beauty
A lone wolf keeps howling "moon"

The wolf is in love with the moon
and each month it cries for a love it will never touch

How does the wolf tell the moon
Can his cry reach her, distance, no embrace

A wolf cries to the moon
Whos sorrow is only matched by his passion

this is how the wolf sings
this is how his heart does cry

Does the wolf really want to know
Where is the moon during the day?

High above their kingdom
With the heavens

A love the wolf can only watch in the distance
until his very last breath

Thirty Three

Tuesday, March 6, 2018




If you have a deep connection, then yes go for it
It was a Thursday, not a Friday, I lost my whit

You said in love, there is no height, no color, no age
My feeling for thee cannot have a gage

I was a girl, you were a boy, past
I am a man, you are a lass

My star please don't be afraid
I won't quit i'm afraid

In 22 I will stop being thirty three,
take the risk, we only have one life cant you see?

For everyday, every minute, every second
We are apart, I die a bit, i miss you, I reckon

I only have a few to be thirty three, believe in chance
fill my last remaining days of 33, with your lovely glance

Thank you for this thirty three, an unfilled longing
The emptiness of our intertwined heartbeats singing

I count down the days, please grab me and dont let go
Five, four, three, two, one, zero