Tula ng Nagmamahal: Tutuldok

Mahal kita....
Dati gusto na kita....
Di mapagkakaila....
Naghintay ako....
Patingin tingin...
Pasulyap sulyap....
Sumisikip dibdib sa bawat silip...

Hanggang naglakas ng loob magpakilala at sabihin sa iyo na gusto kita....
Naging masaya ako....
Sayang hindi mapapantayan ng ibang tao...
Sayang walang katumbas na pera....
Sayang nagbigay kulay sa malamlam na mundo ko....
Sayang binalot ng liwanag ang puso at buhay ko....
Masaya nga ako....

Sa sobrang saya kinalimutan ko ang matulog....
Para sa oras na minimithing laging makasama ka....
Kinalimutan ko mag ipon at kung paano harapin ang bukas...
Dahil ang alam ko sa ngayon ay masaya ako...
Kinalimutan ko ang ibang tao na nakapaligid....
Kinalimutan ko ang lahat maging sarili ko....
Dahil umikot ang mundo ko sa mundo mo kung saan ako naging masaya....

Nagmamahal na nga ako ng sobra....
Minsang nasaktan, sa huli pinairal pa din ang pagmamahal...
Tinalikuran ang isang bangungot na nagbibigay pighati sa puso....
Nagpakamanhid sa hapdi at kirot para ipagpatuloy ang saya ng nagmamahal...

Para sa iba katangahan o kabaliwan...
Para sa akin...mundo at pangarap ko....
Naranasan mo na bang maging masaya?
Pano pag yung saya na yun mawala sa iyo?
May saysay at kulay pa ba yung mundong ginagalawan mo....

Pansinin mo naman ako...
Linguine mo naman ako...
Pwede bang ako naman lutaan mo ng Shanghai...
Ang lutaan mo ng manok...
Ang titigan mo ng malagkit...

Kasi ikaw lang nasa isip ko...

The Wolf and The Blue Moon

On once another lent with a blue Moon
A howl of a lone wolf echoes across the silence

Mesmerised by the sheer beauty
A lone wolf keeps howling "moon"

The wolf is in love with the moon
and each month it cries for a love it will never touch

How does the wolf tell the moon
Can his cry reach her, distance, no embrace

A wolf cries to the moon
Whos sorrow is only matched by his passion

this is how the wolf sings
this is how his heart does cry

Does the wolf really want to know
Where is the moon during the day?

High above their kingdom
With the heavens

A love the wolf can only watch in the distance
until his very last breath

Thirty Three

If you have a deep connection, then yes go for it
It was a Thursday, not a Friday, I lost my whit

You said in love, there is no height, no color, no age
My feeling for thee cannot have a gage

I was a girl, you were a boy, past
I am a man, you are a lass

My star please don't be afraid
I won't quit i'm afraid

In 22 I will stop being thirty three,
take the risk, we only have one life cant you see?

For everyday, every minute, every second
We are apart, I die a bit, i miss you, I reckon

I only have a few to be thirty three, believe in chance
fill my last remaining days of 33, with your lovely glance

Thank you for this thirty three, an unfilled longing
The emptiness of our intertwined heartbeats singing

I count down the days, please grab me and dont let go
Five, four, three, two, one, zero

Sakura Matches the Color of Your Callous

Your feet have callous
Your heart have callous

They don't know and they knew but
Sakura matches the color of your hair
Sakura matches upcoming blood

We're so romantic you and I
In a train wreck sort of way

We kept throwing punches at each other
Looks like we are more beautiful bleeding than clean
There is beauty in your dirt covered shoes

I got lucky your jagged knife
Missed my heart by an inch

You’re blind in the left eye
I did manage to break a rib or two
Calloused

Cute, i never knew your body
Could bend that way

Shaking knuckles, I never knew
I had that much to bleed

Every cracking sound is a rebirth
Every sweat and tear a sign of life

There is no more left to fragment
We stopped, smirked, slowly walked away

Your feet have callous
Your heart have callous

Not a sound, not an agony
Not a relief, not a sigh

Last we saw eye to eye, we didn't flinched
A salt to my open wound, a reoccurring car crash

Are you ignorant? This statement is false
I cannot forget I have amnesia

Let me remind you at one point
Your blood mixed with mine

No amount of crying
Could wash your guilty hands

We are neverwhere
We are nevermore

You never knew me, I'm the one to blame
I never knew you, you're the one in vain

Dark remembers light
As eternally binded and separated

They don't know but
Sakura matches the color of your blood

We're so romantic you and I
In a train wreck sort of way

AMATS

AMATS

Wag ka na sakin magalit
Nahuhulog ako sa langit
Inibig kita ng tunay
Buhok mo man pink and kulay

Damdamin ko’y mabigat
Pero masaya dahil tambay ka ng gubat

Bagnet na digital tol
humihit nanaman ako ng katol

May kuto sa mata
Ang kyut mong pungkista

Pimple ka ba?
-kase pag pinipilit kitang tanggalin nasasaktan ako.
May payong ka ba?
-inuulan ka kasi ng kagandahan.
Buti walang MMDA dito.
-nagkabanggaan kasi mga puso natin.
Minamalat ang puso ko.
-pano kasi! Kakasigaw sa pangalan mo.

-Pag ako nagka-business lahat mura, sayo lang ako mamahal.
-ipapapulis na kita! Ninakaw mu kasi ang puso ko.
-uy? Tapos na ba exam mo? Sana ako naman ang sagutin mo.
-Pirated CD ka ba, kasi! Mahal kita, Mahal Kita, Mahal Kita (tumalon yung CD)

ANG BIGAT NUN!
Mahal kita, pwede ba?
Mahal kita, tumigil ka.
Mahal kita, tama na
Mahal kita, tumigil ka!

Automatic ang luha
Pero may ngit at tuwa
nawawala akong bula
eto ulit tulala

May amats na ko haluh

Irresistible Force Paradox

"What happens when an unstoppable force (kamote) meets an immovable object (clinomaniac)?"

I slowly opened my eyes felt my heart to check if I was still alive, with one thought in mind, a decision to find a clinomaniac.  At that erratic moment nothing was more important to me than the sweet pink haired clinomaniac, she mattered more to me than my job, food, my sanity, my personal safety, and my life. Absolutely nothing but her. I am an unstoppable force, and as a clinomaniac, she is an unstoppable object I would search the world and try to move.

Jumping on the the first bus without hesitation, no worry about hunger, lack of sleep or shower. I have to see her.

The journey, a long perilous journey through land, sea, and air. I had to go through the heat, the cold, thieves, rubbers, ugly live broadcast apps. This is worth it, this is to see my princess. Nothing is more important that to see that wicked smile, those tantalising eyes.

The day went by, the immovable object never moved, the unstoppable force never stopped. Loneliness hunted me, creeping inside me every step I took amongst a sea of people with blank faces.

The sun went down, the stars arrived, showing their lost light, she did wasn't there. She wasn't there. I am left with a smile, a glimmering hope. 

What have we learned
1. I am insane, truly madly crazy fallen for a star, for a faith, for a clinomaniac.
2. I could have bought the things I bought on the grocery next door.
3. When you say "malayo" its true.

So what happens when an unstoppable force meets and immovable object? They dance, they dance for eternity. A dance that will break the very fabric of reality.