Sakura Matches the Color of Your Callous

Monday, February 26, 2018

Your feet have callous
Your heart have callous

They don't know and they knew but
Sakura matches the color of your hair
Sakura matches upcoming blood

We're so romantic you and I
In a train wreck sort of way

We kept throwing punches at each other
Looks like we are more beautiful bleeding than clean
There is beauty in your dirt covered shoes

I got lucky your jagged knife
Missed my heart by an inch

You’re blind in the left eye
I did manage to break a rib or two
Calloused

Cute, i never knew your body
Could bend that way

Shaking knuckles, I never knew
I had that much to bleed

Every cracking sound is a rebirth
Every sweat and tear a sign of life

There is no more left to fragment
We stopped, smirked, slowly walked away

Your feet have callous
Your heart have callous

Not a sound, not an agony
Not a relief, not a sigh

Last we saw eye to eye, we didn't flinched
A salt to my open wound, a reoccurring car crash

Are you ignorant? This statement is false
I cannot forget I have amnesia

Let me remind you at one point
Your blood mixed with mine

No amount of crying
Could wash your guilty hands

We are neverwhere
We are nevermore

You never knew me, I'm the one to blame
I never knew you, you're the one in vain

Dark remembers light
As eternally binded and separated

They don't know but
Sakura matches the color of your blood

We're so romantic you and I
In a train wreck sort of way

AMATS

Friday, February 23, 2018


AMATS

Wag ka na sakin magalit
Nahuhulog ako sa langit
Inibig kita ng tunay
Buhok mo man pink and kulay

Damdamin ko’y mabigat
Pero masaya dahil tambay ka ng gubat

Bagnet na digital tol
humihit nanaman ako ng katol

May kuto sa mata
Ang kyut mong pungkista

Pimple ka ba?
-kase pag pinipilit kitang tanggalin nasasaktan ako.
May payong ka ba?
-inuulan ka kasi ng kagandahan.
Buti walang MMDA dito.
-nagkabanggaan kasi mga puso natin.
Minamalat ang puso ko.
-pano kasi! Kakasigaw sa pangalan mo.

-Pag ako nagka-business lahat mura, sayo lang ako mamahal.
-ipapapulis na kita! Ninakaw mu kasi ang puso ko.
-uy? Tapos na ba exam mo? Sana ako naman ang sagutin mo.
-Pirated CD ka ba, kasi! Mahal kita, Mahal Kita, Mahal Kita (tumalon yung CD)

ANG BIGAT NUN!
Mahal kita, pwede ba?
Mahal kita, tumigil ka.
Mahal kita, tama na
Mahal kita, tumigil ka!

Automatic ang luha
Pero may ngit at tuwa
nawawala akong bula
eto ulit tulala

May amats na ko haluh

Irresistible Force Paradox

Tuesday, February 20, 2018

"What happens when an unstoppable force (kamote) meets an immovable object (clinomaniac)?"


I slowly opened my eyes felt my heart to check if I was still alive, with one thought in mind, a decision to find a clinomaniac.  At that erratic moment nothing was more important to me than the sweet pink haired clinomaniac, she mattered more to me than my job, food, my sanity, my personal safety, and my life. Absolutely nothing but her. I am an unstoppable force, and as a clinomaniac, she is an unstoppable object I would search the world and try to move.


Jumping on the the first bus without hesitation, no worry about hunger, lack of sleep or shower. I have to see her.

The journey, a long perilous journey through land, sea, and air. I had to go through the heat, the cold, thieves, rubbers, ugly live broadcast apps. This is worth it, this is to see my princess. Nothing is more important that to see that wicked smile, those tantalising eyes.

The day went by, the immovable object never moved, the unstoppable force never stopped. Loneliness hunted me, creeping inside me every step I took amongst a sea of people with blank faces.

The sun went down, the stars arrived, showing their lost light, she did wasn't there. She wasn't there. I am left with a smile, a glimmering hope. 

What have we learned
1. I am insane, truly madly crazy fallen for a star, for a faith, for a clinomaniac.
2. I could have bought the things I bought on the grocery next door.
3. When you say "malayo" its true.

So what happens when an unstoppable force meets and immovable object? They dance, they dance for eternity. A dance that will break the very fabric of reality.