My Dream Wedding

Juday and Ryan may have all of us part of their movie-like silent, secret, unknown, surprise wedding and it might as well be the wedding of the century but another celebrity wedding was held last month that could match up Juday and Ryan's unique concept of totally surprising evryone even themselves.

Something as crazy as this could only be conceptualized by someone who is already insane and ... I definitely like it and I will have somewhat a similar nuptial one day, even crazier. Jay may you have more weddings to come haha.

Jay Contreras was dead set against the traditional wedding so he asked all his friends to come in black and attend a wedding held in Paco Cemetery. Well, since he couldn’t marry Sarah at the Paco Cemetery, he and his beautiful wife exchanged vows at the Paco Church. Reception was held at the said cemetery.

The bride really stood out.

For What 1000 Pesos is Worth

What can we do with 1000 pesos?

The other minute I have it, the next minute all I got are coins less than the number of my fingers.

If a thousand pesos is what is left to keep a fire burning, that 1000 peso bill will be burnt before you could say "Manny beat Haton".

If I don't have a single violet bill I always plan to do something with it once I have one, but when I get one it all ends up to nothing, nada.

As I grew I find out that the 1000 bill is getting smaller and though the digits in its face do not change the value diminishes.

Now for my next 1000 bill I'm going to buy myself a ... PS3

For What It's Worth
by Amber Pacific

I'm taking it in
I'm holding it back
I'm filling my lungs with the knife in my back
But you kept going on just to make me feel like this
Now that it's over
I won't feel the same
A broken frame with our picture is wasted
I've thrown it away
Losing sight
You were all I had
All I could take
I guess the jokes on me

We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go
Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone

And I was looking for something
But I came up with nothing
Not a reason to leave or let this out
But you kept going on
Just to make me feel like this
And now that it's over
I won't feel the same
A broken friendship was worth it
I'll scrap any thoughts with your name
Still I long for you to stay
I'd take back anything

We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go
(Time will only tell where you go)
Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone

We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go
(Time will only tell where you go)
Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone

We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go
(Time will only tell where you go)
Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone

The song by Amber Pacific is about a 1000 peso bill.

TO DIE FOR: Top 5 Cancerous Foods

Presenting on your dining table...the top five (5) Cancer-causing foods!

1. HOTDOGS
ranking first because they are very high in Nitrates (the number 1 element which causes Cancer). the health experts advise that children eat no more than 12 hotdogs a month. if you can't live without hotdogs, buy those made without Sodium Nitrate.


2. PROCESSED MEATS
hams, bacon and corned beef are also high in the same Sodium Nitrate found in hotdogs. processed meats raise the risk of heart disease. the saturated fat in bacon also contributes to Cancer.
3. DONUTS
these are Cancer-causing double-trouble. they are made with white flour, sugar, and hydrogenated oils. donuts rank third as the worst food you can possibly eat to raise your risk of Cancer.
4. FRENCH FRIES
made with hydrogenated oils and then fried at high temperatures, they also contain Cancer-causing Acryl Amides which occur during the frying process. hence, they can be called Cancer Fries, not French Fries.

5. CHIPS & COOKIES
all are usually made with white flour and sugar. even the ones whose brands / labels claim to be free of trans-fats generally contain small amounts of them.

BUT COME TO THINK OF IT...they are all soo yummy!

really to "die for"!

Blind Items and Secrets

"Run Forest Run!"

I jog as far as I can maybe if my feet hurt as much and I can't breath I can forget about my tragic loss of hope and wishful thinking that everything will be the same.

I pathetically begged to stay. I WAS TALKING TO AN EMOTIONLESS WALL. All I got a mere echo a fake smile, and a clueless trying hard reply. I am right I'm in this all alone. I did my part... your turn... a GAMBIT. Holy crap I couldn't believe what I just heard from a reliable source, someone is truly madly deeply in love with me.

I am not suppose to talk about some of the conversations I had to today. Way too confidential. But I'll give everyone a clue... It's a secret haha. "J" called me out for a serious conversation while drunken master surprised us more. What could this all mean?

SNORE.

An acquaintance of mine died of brain hemorrhage (why are medical terms so hard to spell). May he rest in peace. I won't mention his name but he was very famous for a video he made which included another former co-employee. While I was telling the newbies about the incident seemed like 60% of what I said is different from what really transpired but 100% of what I said about what happened in the vidoe was true. There are really things that live a mark to you.

The Goodbye Song

(Goodbye Soul Eater)

(Goodbye maker of Fresh Lumpia with Kamote inside (such a sweet thought to use kamote as the main ingredient, this is all I got to remember you by))

Some good things never last, Soul Eater a kick ass anime had its final episode, Episode 51 Password: Courage. The anime inspired me to cosplay, inspired me to eat souls. It was already announced when it was released that it would only have 51 episodes so by the time it reached Episode 45 all I wanted was to treasure the last remaining episodes. The ending wasn't what I would expect but it still didn't fail to deliver the action which soul eater is known for. I hope they make another season of it.

My short term course PHP class which lasted only for 15 hours also ended and within that 15 hours we did eveything to learn cooking PHP, the last hour we had, we didn't study at all but Jhem brought Lumpia she made with Kamote inside. I may never see these people again but I hope I have made enough memories to remember me by.

I always say to someone "CARPI DIEM", that someone probably now realized why I keep saying that now that SOUL EATER ended, but why do I feel this way now, I knew I did live my life to the fullest for everytime I said that but how come I still feel I missed out on something. This is not the answer to this, why end something that should not yet end? Why would they end SOUL EATER and D.Grayman?

The Goodbye Song
by New Found Glory

(Repeat this song over and over in your IPOD, your white IPOD)

Last year was one of our better years.
in a life full of separation
it's ok to second guess.
just as long as you remember she's gone...

In the bright of day
it might seem like the stars are gone.
they never leave,
they come back when the sun moves on.

It's over now.
you watched me as I turned around.
it's not why, but how
the light is on.
I'll come home now.

I feel it's been such a long time
since her eyes have met with mine.
I feel it's been such a long time
I'm glad you've made up your mind.
it's hurting me from the inside.
if I only had something to say.
maybe if I prove that I'm right.
will it still be safe to stay?

The Goodbye Song - New Found Glory

Can I Be Your Memory

(Bleach Movie 2: Memories of Nobody)

("Breaking the Bonds" Naruto Wallpaper inspired by Naruto Shipuudden Movie 2: Bonds)

Seems like Bleach and Naruto are playing with people's primal feeling of bond and I was and never will be part of the bandwagon because I don't BOND. I never did and never will bond and I won't apologize to all the people who I left and will live for no reason. The Uchiha Clan and Root are right that you will be stronger without bonds. With that in mind I greatly appreciate the people who stick with me though I don't stick with them. I am only cheesy to one person and that is my limit, the irony is the person I want to be cheesy with doesn't want me to be cheesy with her.

All I could be is your Memory...

Memory
by SugarCult

This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory

Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This may never start
I'll tear us apart
Can I be your enemy
Losing half a year
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This may never start
Tearing out my heart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings disappear
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted,
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way,
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

If a song could make you melancholic and overjoyed at the same time it would be "Memory" by Sugarcult. It is a song based on lyrical perspective more than melody yet the songs seemed to flow like lyrics and melody are dancing.

It is based on a daydream about someone whom you thought would be someone you could be with but you'd always end up thinking that everything would not work out. "This may never start, we could fall apart", all they have left is their memory of something that never really was real. In order to save what is left they would have to hate each other or continue living a lie "This may never start I'll tear us apart,can I be your Enemy?". The chorus would then reassure that it was a fictitious relationship, as their bond slowly disappears all they could do is go back, back, back to where they lasted, back, back, back to the disaster holding on to feel the same.

"I grabbed my acoustic guitar and started strumming chords. The song was hatched. The first chord I strum is a "D" and the second an odd "E". I use my third finger on the "A" string and pinky on "D"."

I would contradict this song with a quote from Final Fantasy X by Waka who said "Memories are nice but that is what they will always be."

Watch the awesome video of stickmen rocking, who would have thought stickmen could have so much emotion. Watch the video over and over again. "Memory" by Sugarcult, I like this better than the version where the real band plays.